Daniel Didier | Germany

While I thought I was searching for my way,
God had already prepared my path.

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For a long time, I could not understand why God seemed silent.
Today, I look back and see that He was already preparing
what I could not yet see.

I thought God was taking too Long —
but He was already preparing

Today, when I look back,

I realize how mistaken I was when I thought
God was not paying attention to my situation.

I was impatient.

I wanted the embassy to respond.

I wanted my plans to move forward.

I thought I knew what was best for my future.

But God could see farther than I could.

I wanted Portugal.

God had prepared Germany.

I was looking for a way to leave.

God was preparing a way for me to leave
at exactly the right time.

I thought the delay with my visa was an obstacle.

God was turning it into an instrument.

I thought the war had disrupted my plans.

But God already had a plan
in the middle of that chaos.

And I want to say this with the utmost respect:

Of course, I do not rejoice over the war
or the suffering it caused. Lives were shattered.
Families were separated.
People lost their homes and their loved ones.

But my testimony is simply that of a man
who discovered that God can continue

to accomplish His purposes even in circumstances
we cannot understand.

“And we know that all things work together
for good to them that love God,
to them who are the called according to his purpose.”
— Romans 8:28 (KJV)

I do not claim to understand everything God does.

I do not claim to know all His ways.

But I have learned to trust Him.

Because sometimes
God does not immediately give us what we ask for

because He is preparing something better
than what we asked for.

His plan was already written

Since that time, 

blessings have continued to unfold in my life.

And even today, 

I discover new expressions of His grace.

This testimony could never contain everything

God has done for me since then.

Nor could it tell the story of every person

He has placed along my path,

every door He has opened,

every danger He has protected me from,

and every situation in which I have seen

His hand at work.

When I look back on this story,

one passage from Psalm 37 has taken on
a very special meaning for me:

“Commit thy way unto the Lord;
trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.”
— Psalm 37:5 (KJV)

This is what I have learned:

Trust God,
even when you do not understand His silence.

Trust God,
even when the doors seem closed.

Trust God,
even when the road seems dangerous.

Trust God,
even when your timeline does not match His.

Because God is never late.

He acts at the right time.

“He hath made every thing beautiful in his time.”
— Ecclesiastes 3:11 (KJV)

Today, I can look back on that period of my life

and say with certainty:

I thought
I was searching for my way.

In reality, God was already preparing my path.

I thought
I was waiting for an answer.

God was already preparing the next chapter of my story.

I thought
my plan was failing.

But God was simply closing one door
so that I would not miss the one
He had prepared for me.

Do not despair

So, if you are going through a season
of waiting,
doubt,
uncertainty,
or silence,

there is one thing I would like to tell you:

Do not despair.

You may not yet see
what God is doing.

You may not understand
why certain doors remain closed.

You may wonder why
your prayers seem to go unanswered.

But God’s silence is not
His absence.

Keep believing.

Keep praying.

Keep moving forward.

And above all,

commit your way to Him.

Because the One who knows the end from the beginning
knows exactly when, how, and why
everything must happen.

And when His plan unfolds,

we often realize only in hindsight:

What we once called a delay

was actually preparation.

To God alone be all the glory. 

“He hath made every thing beautiful in his time.”
— Ecclesiastes 3:11 (KJV)

✦ Daniel Didier | Germany ✦

Daniel Didier | Germany

While I thought I was searching for my way,
God had already prepared my path.

I thought my future depended on an answer that seemed
to take forever. I did not yet know that God was already preparing
every step of my journey.

There are moments in life when we think
God is taking too long to act.

We pray.
We wait.
We become impatient.

And sometimes, 
we even wonder whether He still sees
what we are going through.

I experienced that myself.

At the time, I was living in Ukraine, 
with very few prospects for my future.

I was seriously considering moving to Western Europe.

So I had applied for a tourist visa to Portugal,

intending to remain there after my arrival, 

even if that meant living there without legal status.

I submitted my application in September 2021.

Normally,
the process should have taken no more than three months.

But the weeks went by.

Then the months.

And I still had no answer from the embassy.

I was becoming impatient.

I could not understand why nothing was moving forward.

I thought my future depended on that answer.

And because I did not yet know
what God had already planned for me,

I became frustrated with the situation.

“For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord.”
— Isaiah 55:8 (KJV)

I did not know it yet.

But the embassy’s silence did not mean
that God had abandoned me.

Perhaps God was simply making me wait
on a path He had never chosen for me.

When war changed my plans

At the beginning of February 2022,

tensions between Russia and Ukraine intensified.

Then, on February 24, 2022,

war broke out.

Within a few hours, everything changed.

Fear spread through the cities.

People began to flee.

The roads filled with families, women, children,
and people simply trying to save their lives.

Yet I still could not leave.

My passport was still being held
at the Portuguese embassy

in Kyiv.

I knew I absolutely had to get it back.

Without it, crossing a border and seeking refuge

in a neighboring country could have become
extremely difficult.

But traveling to Kyiv under those circumstances
seemed reckless.

The capital was being heavily affected by the war.

Everyone advised me not to go.

The people who could have made the journey
no longer wanted to go there.

And yet, something inside me was different.

I did not feel the fear that these circumstances
should normally have caused.

Instead,
I felt an inexplicable peace and calm.

While searching online for a way to reach Kyiv,

I came across an advertisement from a man
who needed to go there to collect his family.

I contacted him.

And we made the journey together.

Looking back,
I understand that God had already begun preparing my path.

“When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee;
and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee:
when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned;
neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.”
— Isaiah 43:2 (KJV)

I was not out of danger.

But I was not alone.

A Passport Retrieved Under the Air-Raid Sirens

When I arrived in Kyiv, 
I went to the Portuguese embassy.

And that was when I realized just how perfectly
everything had been orchestrated.

The embassy was in the process of closing
for an indefinite period.

It was going to be evacuated because of the war.

But just before it closed,
I was able to retrieve my passport.

Only moments later,
the sirens warning of air attacks began to sound.

Like so many others, 
I found myself seeking refuge in a metro station.

I was holding my passport in my hands.

This document that I had waited months for,

and which I had believed would simply give me
the opportunity to go to Portugal, 

had now become the key
that would allow me to leave war-torn Ukraine.

That day, I understood something:

What I had considered a delay
may have actually been protection.

If my passport had arrived earlier, 

I would probably have left Ukraine for Portugal

and continued with the plan I had made for myself.

But God had another path.

On the Train, Among Tears and Prayers

After spending a short time taking shelter in the metro,
I made my way to the train station.

My goal was simple:

I needed to find a train to Lviv, a city in the west,

near the Polish border.

But the station was packed.

Thousands of people were trying to leave.

Women and children were given priority.

The sound of crying, shouting, prayers, and fear
filled the place.

And yet,
I still do not know how,
but I found myself on a train.

I had no guarantee that I would reach my destination.

The train sometimes had to stop
because of fighting and the military situation.

Many people around me were afraid.

But deep inside,

I had a profound conviction:

Everything will be alright.

I did not know how.

I did not know when.

I did not know what was waiting for me in Lviv.

But I knew that God was with me.

“Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed;
for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee;
yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.”
— Isaiah 41:10 (KJV)

Faith does not mean that we know what is going to happen.

Faith means that we trust
the One who does.

The Miracle at the Border

After reaching Lviv,

I found a sister as well as a few friends.

We rented a vehicle
and headed toward the Polish border.

At that time,
thousands of people were waiting for days
to be able to leave Ukraine.

The border was overwhelmed.

Humanly speaking,
we could have expected a long wait.

But once again,
something happened that we could not explain.

Our small group was able to cross the border

on the very same day,

in its entirety.

Not after several days.

Not after a long wait.

The same day.

To me, this was not simply luck.

It was another manifestation of God’s grace.

“Behold, I am the Lord, the God of all flesh:
is there any thing too hard for me?”
— Jeremiah 32:27 (KJV)

There are doors that we cannot open
by our own strength.

And then, suddenly, they open.

Not because we were stronger than the others,

but because God had already prepared the passage.

Germany — Where God Had Prepared a Family

After crossing the border,

each of us went our own way

toward a European Union country

that was welcoming people fleeing the conflict.

As for me, I chose to go to Germany.

I had a kind family waiting for me,
ready to welcome me, support me, and guide me.

And it was through them
that God continued to write my story.

They accompanied me.

They advised me.

They supported me.

Thanks to their support,

I was able to regularize my situation,

obtain my documents quickly,

find a job,

and make a new start in my life.

I thought I was looking for a future in Europe.

But God had prepared much more than
a simple journey.

He had prepared people.

He had prepared a welcome.

He had prepared a family.

“Two are better than one; because they have a good reward
for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow:
but woe to him that is alone when he falleth;
for he hath not another to help him up.”
— Ecclesiastes 4:9–10 (KJV)

Some people enter our lives
as encounters.

Others enter them
as answers to our prayers.

And some are literally
instruments in the hands of God.

✦ Daniel Didier | Germany ✦

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Danielle | Germany

God was closer than I thought.

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And yet…
in the midst of this inner battle…

the Lord gave me a dream.

A dream so real
that when I woke up,
I struggled to accept
that it had not truly happened.

I saw my mother again.

She was beautiful.

Radiant.
Peaceful.
Filled with joy.

She was dressed in white.

And she seemed to carry a light
that did not belong to this world.

Something pure.
Alive.
Heavenly.

We walked together.

For a long time.

We talked about everything and nothing.
We laughed.

Like before.

As if nothing had ever happened.

As if she had never left.

And for a few moments…

everything felt complete again.

I felt safe.

At home.

As though my heart had finally found again
what it had been missing for so long.

But then…

I woke up.

And the moment I realized
it had only been a dream…

something inside me collapsed all over again.

Reality hit me with brutal force.

She was gone.

And that emptiness…

felt even greater than before.

I cried.

Deeply.

Like someone
exhausted down to the soul.

Like someone
who no longer knew how to carry
such unbearable pain.

But without even realizing it…

something had begun to change inside me.

Not suddenly.

Not dramatically.

Gently.

Very gently.

As if God had begun rebuilding,
in silence,
the broken pieces of my heart.

The anger that had lived inside me
for so long
slowly began to lose its strength.

And underneath that anger…

there was still something else.

An immense sadness.
A deep ache.
A loneliness difficult to explain.

But also…

the first signs
of inner healing.

One day,
in the middle of my distress,

the Holy Spirit reminded me
of a phrase my mother used to repeat to me:

“In loneliness,
you are never truly alone.”

And while I reflected on those words…

I heard deep within my heart
a gentle voice.

A voice filled with peace.

“I am here.”

Only three words.

But those three words
touched something inside me
that had been closed for a very long time.

And for the first time…

I understood what my mother
had been trying to teach me
all those years.

That even when I cannot feel Him…

God is there.

That His presence does not depend
on what I feel or see.

And that day…

I cried differently.

Not only because of pain.

But because in the middle of my tears…

something inside me
was finally beginning to heal.

A year later,
the Lord allowed us
to finally organize
an official funeral for my mother.

Because of the lockdown,
it had not been possible sooner.

I returned there
for several days.

And honestly…

even today,
I still do not know
how we managed to organize everything.

The Lord opened doors for us
in incredible ways.

The resources.
The organization.
The paperwork.

He provided for everything.

And while I was there,
I was running everywhere.

I wanted everything to be perfect
to honor my mother
one last time.

But despite all the chaos…

God continued His work inside me.

Gently.

Silently.

And during that season…

I managed to write a message
for my mother.

One final tribute.

A few lines
that came from the deepest part of my heart.

“Dear Mom,

I always believed
you left far too soon.

But with time,
I came to understand
that our perception of time is so limited.

There is no measure capable
of truly grasping its value.

All we can do
is live the life the Lord has given us
in a way that pleases Him,
and find favor in His eyes.

And I am convinced, my precious mother,
that YOU found favor
in our Lord Jesus Christ’s eyes.

And for that reason,
He called you back to Him
so that you would remain with Him forever.

We miss you deeply, Mom.

But as Saint Augustine once said so beautifully:

“You are not far away…
just on the other side of the road.”

Your loving daughter,
Danielle.”

But after the funeral…

something collapsed inside me again.

All that time,
I had been busy.

Organizing.
Managing.
Serving others.

I had never truly taken the time
to feel.

And when everything stopped…

the pain came rushing back all at once.

Like a wave impossible to hold back.

I cried every day.

Sometimes for hours.

A deep pain.

Burning.

As if I had only just learned
that my mother was gone.

And despite all the comfort
God had already begun pouring into me…

a part of me
was still fighting.

I remembered everything He had shown me.

His goodness.
His love.
His presence.

But sometimes…

nothing seemed able to calm the pain.

And one morning, during prayer…

God brought back a memory.

With overwhelming clarity.

As though I were reliving the entire scene.

I was about fourteen or fifteen years old.

We were all gathered in the living room
when my father told us
that my mother needed to be hospitalized.

He tried to reassure us.

He said it was only for tests.

But something inside me
was already afraid.

The next day,
I went to the clinic.

And the farther I walked through the hallways…

the more a strange fear
rose inside me.

Then I saw my family.

My aunts.
My grandmothers.

And I understood
that something was wrong.

I started running
toward my mother’s room.

The door was slightly open.

And there…

I saw my father crying.

Before that day,
I had almost never seen him cry.

And in that instant…

something inside me completely collapsed.

Because his tears
could only mean one thing:

I was losing my mother.

When I entered the room…

she was lying there,
connected to several machines.

So pale.

I took her hand.

It was ice cold.

I wanted to believe
everything would still be okay.

Then suddenly…

the machines began to sound alarms.

The doctors rushed in.

And we were forced out of the room.

That night…

I cried out to God.

I begged Him to save my mother.

To heal her.

I prayed with everything I had inside me.

And a few hours later…

a friend of my mother came to get me.

She brought me back to see her.

And this time…

my mother was doing better.

She looked at me.

She squeezed my hand.

And she simply said:

“It’s going to be okay.”

Those words calmed me.

And through all those years…

I had never fully realized
what had truly happened that night.

Then one day in prayer…

while I was telling the Lord
how much I missed her…

that gentle voice returned.

And He said to me:

“I know.
I gave you twenty years.”

When I heard those words…

something inside me stopped.

All those years,
I had only looked
at what I had lost.

But God…

showed me everything
He had given me.

He could have called her home
twenty years earlier.

But in answer to the prayer
of a teenage girl…

He had given me
twenty more years with my mother.

And suddenly…

my tears changed.

They were still there.

The pain too.

The absence too.

But in the middle of that pain…

a deep gratitude
began to grow inside me.

I was no longer looking only
at her departure.

I was finally looking
at everything God had allowed me
to live with her.

Every laugh.
Every conversation.
Every piece of advice.
Every simple moment of everyday life.

All of it…

was grace.

And little by little…

God changed the way I saw everything.

Even today,
I still miss my mother.

Some days are harder than others.

Moments when I still wish
I could call her.
Talk to her.
Share something with her.

And sometimes…

the ache still hurts deeply.

But now…

I no longer walk through this pain alone.

Because in the middle of this valley…

God revealed Himself to me
in a way I never would have known otherwise.

He taught me
that He is close
to the brokenhearted.

And even today…

in moments of loneliness…

I still softly hear these words:

“In loneliness,
you are never truly alone.”

“The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart;
and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.“
— Psalm 34:18 (KJV)

✦ Danielle | Germany ✦

Danielle | Germany

My circumstances had not changed. But my perspective had.

For a long time, I thought the greatest battle was taking place in my body. But God showed me that it first began in the way I chose to look at my circumstances.

There are seasons in life
when it feels as though everything is falling apart.

The past few years have been such a season for me.

Since being diagnosed with ME/CFS,
one complication after another has followed.

Every new medical appointment
seemed to bring another change.

Little by little, I felt as though I was losing,
day after day,
another piece of my freedom.

At first,
I was still able to move around my apartment
with the help of a walker.

Then came the wheelchair.

And later,
the power wheelchair.

Little by little…

my world became smaller.

And without even realizing it,

my eyes became fixed on everything I was losing.

A little more strength.

A little more independence.

A little more of the life I had once known.

The hardest part wasn’t only the illness.

The hardest part was the battle taking place in my mind.

How could I keep hoping when everything my eyes saw
seemed to say the exact opposite?

How could I keep my illness from becoming the only reality
occupying my thoughts?

Every new limitation pulled my attention
a little more toward what I had lost.

Every new symptom seemed to remind me
of everything I could no longer do.

Without even noticing it,
I had almost stopped looking at anything else.

Then came another doctor’s appointment.

Another change.

This time…

a catheter.

That day,
Maggie (name changed to protect her privacy),

the young woman who helps me with my daily needs, had accompanied me to the appointment and driven me back home.

When the front door closed behind her…

silence filled the apartment.

And with that silence…

everything I had been holding together

finally gave way.

I lay down on my bed.

And I cried.

For a long time.

A very long time.

The pain ran deep.

Looking at that catheter made me realize once again
that the illness was still advancing.

It felt
as though it had taken something from me

once again.

A little more freedom.

A little more independence.

A little more of myself.

Thought after thought began to flood my mind.

One after another.

Growing darker with each passing moment.

Yet deep inside,

I knew one thing.

I did not want to feed those thoughts.

So, in the middle of my despair,

I cried out to God.

I poured out my heart before Him.

I told Him how deeply I was hurting.

How painful it was to watch my body
seem to fail me
a little more each day.

Then I prayed the only prayer
I could still find the strength to pray:

“Lord…
please help me.

Speak to me.

Give me a word.

Just one word.

Anything…

but please…

speak to me.”

In the middle of my tears…

I suddenly heard

that familiar voice.

Gentle.

Quiet.

Yet unmistakably clear.

“Job.”

…

I held my breath.

“Job.”

…

A third time.

“Job.”

Slowly,

I got up.

I picked up my Bible.

And I asked,

“Lord…
what do You want me to read in the book of Job?”

His answer came immediately.

“My answer to Job.”

I had already read the book of Job

several times before.

I knew his story.

I knew his suffering.

I knew everything he had lost.

And yet,
I found myself wondering:

Why read it again?

How is that going to change my situation?

But despite my questions…

I chose to obey.

I turned to Job chapter 38.

And I began to read.

As tears continued to stream down my face,

I kept reading…

while inwardly,

I wrestled with God.

I didn’t understand why He had led me
to this particular passage.

If I am honest, part of me almost wanted to protest.

It felt as though God was only talking about Himself.

“Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth?
Tell Me, if you have understanding.
Who determined its measurements? Surely you know!”
— Job 38:4–5 (KJV)

Still…

I kept reading.

Not because I understood.

But because this was the answer
God had chosen to give

to my desperate cry.

So I kept reading.

“Hath the rain a father?
Or who hath begotten the drops of dew?”
— Job 38:28 (KJV)

And I kept reading.

Then…

something began to happen.

At the time,

I didn’t even realize it.

The more I read…

the more my eyes drifted away

from my illness.

Without realizing it, I stopped staring

at my despair.

Instead, I found myself

looking at God.

His greatness.
His power.
His majesty.
His sovereignty.

Suddenly,

I stood in awe of the God
who was answering Job.

It was as though,

with every verse,

God was gently emptying me
of myself…
only to fill me with Himself.

The more I read,

the more He turned my eyes away
from everything they had been fixed on:

my illness…
my limitations…
my disabilities…

and fixed them entirely on Him.

The more I read,

the more my perspective changed.

My circumstances had not changed.

But my perspective

had.

Without even realizing it, I had reached the end
of God’s answer to Job.

And suddenly,

Job’s words became my own.

“I have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear:
but now mine eye seeth thee.”
— Job 42:5 (KJV)

The tears continued to fall.

But they no longer meant the same thing.

Just moments earlier,

they had been tears of deep despair.

Now…

they had become tears of wonder.

The catheter was still there.

So was the illness.

And yet…

what had felt so unbearably heavy
only moments before had somehow

lost its weight.

My heart was now filled with the One

who is infinitely greater

than everything I was going through.

And so…

that night,
I fell asleep.

That evening,

God taught me something I will never forget.

Faith is not about denying what our eyes can see
— our reality.

Faith is choosing to believe that what our eyes see
is not the ultimate truth.

The Truth is God.

The Truth is what God says.

The Truth is what He reveals about Himself
in the midst of our circumstances.

Every single day,

I have to choose where I will fix my eyes.

On my circumstances…

or on God.

In His goodness,

the Lord did not change my circumstances
that evening.

But He changed my perspective.

Because when our eyes are fixed on the One
who is above all things…

even if our circumstances
do not change immediately…

our hearts can already begin

to find rest.

And that is exactly what God did for me that evening.

To Him alone be all the glory.

“Looking unto Jesus the author
and finisher of our faith…“
— Hebrews 12:2 (KJV)

✦ Danielle | Germany ✦

Mauricette | Spain

A simple act. An answered prayer. God’s perfect timing.

Sometimes, what we consider a simple gesture…
is actually the answer to someone else’s prayer.

That day,
I was driving home.

It was late in the morning.

I was tired.

I was looking forward
to finally getting home.

Outside, the heat was overwhelming.

Even with the air conditioning on,
I could still feel the 40-degree heat.

I simply wanted to get home.

But suddenly,
I noticed a woman from my neighborhood.

She was walking along the side of the road,
heading in the same direction as me.

And at that exact moment…

I heard this gentle voice in my heart:

“Stop.
Offer her a ride.”

But immediately,
other thoughts came:

She will probably refuse…

You are tired…

You are in a hurry…

Just keep driving…

For a few seconds,
a real battle took place within me.

Then I made a decision.

I would obey.

I stopped.

I called out to her.

And I offered her
to get into the car.

To my surprise,
she accepted immediately.

As soon as she sat down in the car,
she began praising God.

Again.

And again.

She said:

“God exists!
God hears prayers!
God still performs miracles today!”

Throughout the entire drive,
she did not stop thanking the Lord.

I still did not understand why.

Then she told me her story.

Before leaving her house,
she had entrusted her situation to the Lord.

She had told Him
that she was exhausted.

That she did not know
how she would manage
to walk such a long distance in that heat…

or climb the steep hill
that led back to her home.

So she simply placed the situation
into God’s hands.

She prayed.

And she waited.

Then God answered her…

by sending someone across her path.

As I listened to her,
my heart was deeply touched.

What was only a small stop for me…

was a direct answer
to a prayer for her.

I thought
I was simply helping someone.

But God was doing something
much greater.

When I arrived back home,
the Holy Spirit reminded me of a truth:

“Our obedience, even in the smallest things,
opens the door for God to move.”

And I asked myself:

How many blessings do we miss
because we ignore that gentle voice?

How many miracles could be born…

from one simple act of obedience?

God is alive.

He is still working today.

He hears the prayers of His children.

And sometimes,
He simply chooses ordinary people…

who are willing to say to Him:

“Yes Lord, I am listening.”

Even today,
I thank God
for allowing me to be an instrument in His hands.

My prayer is
that He always keeps my heart sensitive
to His voice.

So that whenever He desires,
He can use me
to bless someone.

Let us never forget:

God’s miracles do not only happen
in the big moments.

Sometimes…
they begin with a simple decision.

A small gesture.

A moment of obedience.

Because a heart
that listens to God…

can become the answer to someone’s prayer.

“Also I heard the voice of the Lord, saying,
Whom shall I send, and who will go for us?
Then said I, Here am I; send me.“
— Isaiah 6:8  (KJV)

✦ Mauricette | Spain ✦

Danielle | Germany

The pain was deep. But God was closer.

I never thought a single moment could shake
my life so deeply.

When my 22-year-old cousin and her baby passed away
during childbirth,
something deep inside me broke.

The pain didn’t come gently.
It hit me all at once — 
overwhelming .

It felt like the ground beneath my feet was suddenly gone.
Everything that had held me was gone.

I didn’t know what to hold on to anymore.

I felt empty.
Completely empty.

And I couldn’t make sense of life anymore.

In that darkness,
I found myself asking questions with no answers.

Why?
What happened?

And yet — right there,
in the middle of my pain — 
something began.

God led me to a sermon.

And one question pierced straight into my heart.

John the Baptist,
sitting in prison,
full of doubt,
sent a question to Jesus:

“Are You the one who is to come,
or should we expect someone else?”

It felt as if those words were coming
straight from my own heart.

I kept listening.

And then something happened that I will never forget.

Women stood up.
One after another.

Not perfect.
Not staged.

But real.

Living testimonies of what God had done in their lives.

And as I watched them…
something shifted inside of me.

A quiet thought suddenly became loud:

If God could do that for them…
then He can do it for me too.

In that very moment –
right in the middle of my grief –

a seed of hope was planted
in my heart.

Soft.
But real.

And right there,
God placed a desire within me:

To create a place
where such testimonies can be gathered.

A place where people can see
that God is still working today.

A place of hope.

Today I know:

God is present even in the pain.

And even when everything falls apart,
He can bring something new out of it.

“The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart;
and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit.”
— Psalm 34:18 (KJV)

✦ Danielle | Germany ✦

Danielle | Germany

Where I broke down, God did not let me fall.

Everything came crashing down inside me.
And right at that moment, God carried me.

Pain.
Overwhelming.
Exhaustion.

I was sitting in the doctor’s office.
Everything was quiet.
Too quiet.

Then he asked a simple question:

“How have you been since our last appointment?”

Just a normal question.

And yet…
something inside me cracked open.

Suddenly, everything came up.

The death of my mother.
The depression that followed.
The herniated disc.
Long COVID — with effects that are still there today.
And now… I was told I needed surgery.

I heard myself talking.
Word after word.

And while I was speaking, I realized it myself:

This is too much.

My doctor’s expression changed.
He didn’t say anything.

But his eyes…
were full of compassion.

And in that moment, I realized:

I can’t do this anymore.

When I left the office,
I couldn’t hold it together anymore.

Everything broke down.

I cried.
I couldn’t stop.

And inside, I cried out to God:

“I can’t carry this anymore.”

I was exhausted.
Empty.
At the end of my strength.

But right there — 
in the middle of that breakdown — 
God spoke.

Not loudly.
But clearly.

The Holy Spirit reminded me of words
I had received before:

“Be patient.”
“Hold on to hope.”
“I will heal you.”

And suddenly…
something shifted.

Not my circumstances.

But my perspective.

I began to see:

God had been there the whole time.

In every pain.
In every diagnosis.
In every moment I thought I couldn’t go on.

He had been carrying me.

All along.

And even though I am still waiting for my full miracle,
I know today:

I am not alone.

And I never will be.

Because God is faithful — 
not only at the end,

but in the middle of the process.

“My grace is sufficient for thee:
for my strength is made perfect in weakness.”
— 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)

✦ Danielle | Germany ✦

Brenda | Germany

As everything around me seemed to fall apart,
the Lord gently wiped away my tears.

In 2022, my mother —
may she rest in peace —
suffered an ischemic stroke.

For nearly a month,
our lives revolved around hospital corridors,
medical examinations,
and endless bills that seemed impossible to pay.

Day after day,
my strength began to fade.

Physically.

Emotionally.

Financially.

Every night before falling asleep,
I kept repeating the words of Psalm 27:14:

“Wait on the Lord:
be of good courage,
and He shall strengthen thine heart:
wait, I say, on the Lord.”
— Psalm 27:14 (KJV)

That prayer became my refuge.

Deep inside,
I could feel my strength slowly slipping away.

Then came the day
when we thought my mother’s condition was finally improving.

But to my horror,
I noticed that her legs had become swollen
and bluish in color.

After examining her,
the doctor suspected thrombosis.

A Doppler ultrasound examination had to be done urgently
to confirm the diagnosis.

But when I arrived at the cashier
and heard the cost of the examination,
something inside me collapsed.

I barely had any money left.

I stood there
in front of the cashier,
unable to hold back my tears.

I cried uncontrollably.

I felt overwhelmed by everything.

By the pain.

By the fear.

By this burden
that had become too heavy
for my young shoulders to carry.

In that moment of distress,
I cried out to the Lord.

I said:

“Lord…
do You not see
that I am too young
to carry such a burden?”

Then I simply asked Him
to calm my heart
and give me the strength to keep going.

And at that very moment,

God intervened.

The cashier —
a woman in her fifties —
gently called me over and said:

“My daughter,
I do not know the trials you are going through…
but seeing you cry
touched the heart of the mother in me.

My sister is the head doctor in radiology.
I will call her for you.”

A few moments later,
thanks to this woman
whom God had placed on our path,
we were able to do the examination at almost no cost.

That day,
in the middle of my weakness,
the Lord reminded me of a truth:

God never abandons His children.

In my distress,
I lifted my eyes to the Lord,
and He sent me help.

As written in Psalm 121:

“I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills,
from whence cometh my help.
My help cometh from the Lord,
which made heaven and earth.”
— Psalm 121:1–2 (KJV)

A few months later,
I lost my mother.

The pain of that loss
still remains in my heart today.

But despite this trial,
I will never forget that moment.

That moment
when God once again

showed Himself faithful.

That moment
when He cared for me
through the love and compassion of a stranger —

a woman whom I still consider an angel to this day.

Even today,
I can still testify to this truth:

The Lord never abandons His children.

“Wait on the Lord: be of good courage,
and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord.”
— Psalm 27:14 (KJV)

✦ Brenda | Germany ✦

Mauricette | Spain

When God closes one door to open a greater blessing.

II believed everything depended on our own efforts.
But God wanted to show me that
it was He who had been taking care of us from the very beginning.

When I arrived in Toledo, Spain,
I carried a deep desire in my heart:

To work the land.

To grow organic vegetables
to feed my community.

Soon afterward, God allowed someone
to lend us a piece of land.

My heart was filled with joy.

With excitement,
we sowed, planted, watered,
and worked the soil day after day.

And little by little,

life began to grow.

Tomatoes.
Lettuce.
Zucchinis.

The harvests became abundant.

I looked at that garden with pride.

Deep inside,

I believed those results came mostly
from our own efforts.

From our hard work.

From what we had built ourselves.

Then one day,

completely out of nowhere,

the owner took the land back.

Everything stopped suddenly.

My heart broke.

I did not understand.

Why had God allowed us
to experience such joy,
only to take it away again?

For a long time,

my heart remained trapped

in sadness,

in confusion,

and in complaint.

But without me realizing it,

God was already at work.

Every weekend,

a fruit and vegetable seller
generously gave us
his unsold produce,

still fresh and in good condition.

And every single time,

we received exactly
what we needed.

Sometimes even more.

Yet my thoughts remained fixed
on the garden we had lost.

I still could not see

that God was taking care of us
in a far greater way

than anything we could have produced
through our own strength.

Then one day,
in the middle of a conversation,

the Word of God
deeply touched my heart:

“Look at the birds of the air;
they do not sow or reap…
and yet your heavenly Father feeds them.”
— Matthew 6:26

At that moment,

something opened inside me.

I suddenly understood

that from the very beginning,

it had been God Himself
providing for our needs.

Not because of our efforts.

Not because of our merits.

But only because of His grace
and His faithfulness.

That revelation shook my heart deeply.

I began to cry.

Tears of gratitude.

Tears of joy.

Where I saw loss,

God was already preparing
a greater blessing.

Where I thought we had been abandoned,

He was already caring for us
with love.

And the Lord did not stop there.

Some time later,

another owner
offered us a new garden.

An even better one.

The soil had already been prepared.

The garden was already ready.

And someone was even taking care
of watering the garden
and watching over the crops.

As I look back on this journey today,

I can testify to one thing:

God is faithful.

He knows exactly
what we need

even before we ask Him.

Sometimes,

He closes one door
to lead us toward an even greater blessing.

Today, I give thanks to the Lord,

because He never stops
providing for our needs —

far beyond

anything we could hope
or imagine.

“Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not,
neither do they reap, nor gather into barns;
yet your heavenly Father feedeth them.
Are ye not much better than they?“
— Matthew 6:26 (KJV)

✦ Mauricette | Spain ✦

Danielle | Germany

Fear, uncertainty, and a God who carries everything.

Everything inside me felt like it was falling apart.
And that’s exactly where God met me.

Fear.
Uncertainty.
Anxiety.

One month after having Covid,
I still hadn’t recovered.
My body simply wouldn’t cooperate anymore.

I struggled to breathe.
To speak.
To concentrate.

No matter how much I slept…
I woke up exhausted.
Completely drained.

And as if that wasn’t enough…

I had just started a new job.
I was still in my probation period.

Only one month in,
I found myself sitting in a doctor’s office—
overwhelmed, anxious, and afraid.

Afraid of losing my job.
My only source of income.

Afraid of the future.
Of my finances.

Because I had almost no savings left—
after using nearly everything for my mother’s
funeral just weeks earlier.

Everything felt like it was falling apart.

I cried.
I prayed.
I cried out to Him.

But it felt like God was silent.

And that silence made everything even harder.

How am I going to get through this?
How will I pay for everything?

And right there—
in the middle of that chaos—
God spoke to me.

Softly.

He said:

“Trust Me.

Place everything into My hands…
and watch what I will do.”

In that moment,
sitting in that medical office,
I simply said:

“Okay, Father.”

I let go.

My fears.
My finances.
My health.
My future.

I placed everything into His hands.

And I made a decision:
I would stop worrying.

“It’s in Your hands now.
Do what You know is best.”

That was in August 2022.

And from that day on,
I began to see God provide—again and again.

Every request for financial support was approved.

My accountant,
moved by my situation,
canceled over €600 of debt
and continued helping me free of charge.

I didn’t even have the strength to cook…

But God touched the hearts of people around me.

They brought me meals.
Again and again.

My fridge was never empty.

In fact, I experienced such provision
that I was able to give to others as well.

Every day,
God placed kind and caring people in my path.

And my biggest fear?

Losing my job.

It never happened.

Even today, years later,
I’m still unable to work due to my health—

but my contract was never terminated.

God preserved everything.

There are so many more things I could share…

But one thing I know for sure:

My heavenly Father knows exactly
what I need.

Better than I do.

And even today,
he takes care of me every day.

All glory belongs to Him.

“Behold the fowls of the air:
for they sow not,
neither do they reap,
nor gather into barns;
yet your heavenly Father feedeth them.“
— Matthew 6:26 (KJV)

✦ Danielle | Germany ✦